Dominion of Chaos CD - released 2003
		Suffer Unobtrusive hatebreed Undecided Obsolete Destructive soul Convicted Resolved Remains	read read read read read read read read
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		Reality CD - released 2001
		1.New Breed 2.Act of Despair 3.Deformity 4.Dictated Lives 5.Embrace 6.Betrayed 7.In Vitro 8.Shadowed Thoughts 9.Vicious Conduct 10.Nuclear Malediction 11.Spheres (instrumental)	read read read read read read read read read read read
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back up		suffer
		A silent struggle, no one knows the battle inside No confidence, no self esteem, jealous at everyone different than me Loved no more or less than before, so i go further and deeper Digging an endless hole for myself Silent scream, the only who hears is me Can't focus, staring hours to a wall 'til everything turns black Parasites everywhere, all besides me The meltdown can continue it's way down deep inside my body This devil keeps hunting in my head Hearing voices, accept their message My body is weak, everything hurts but i feel pride and glory because i've achieved my point of view Never enough, nothing is hollow The pain will not fade, it grows deeper into me Asked too much? Can i handle it, or have i lost all faith in myself? Try to get back on track, trust must be stronger than myself Only so i can rediscover the person in me Not looking towards the past, only future will tell Everything lies in my own hands I view all sickness i've put on to myself I fight to crawl back, to reach a new point of view To find the cure that will bring back my peace My inner peace

back up		unobtrusive hatebreed
		Overreacted stories, from those who swear it's reality Without knowing they anchor into your memory Starting to feel sorry, starting to hate Hate for the unknown, the one unseen Lies of those who are less in the eyes of the teller Frightened listeners, confused at beginning, easy to convince Those who didn't witness visualize what they hear Without truth the anger grows as the lie continues Feelings get exploited by the story that gets pushed to the limit The disciple of confusion never started, never did wrong or made no mistake. His eyes were closed and mouth was shut His creation of prejudice works in the minds of those who are always just listening without their own opinion or courage to say what they really think Open your eyes, release your mind Think for your own, for what you know for real Not for what you guess through things you just heard First impressions stay in mind, no matter how they get in Prejudice you have for the unknown, for the things they've told you so The influence on your mindless faith can let you live forever in fear without need.

back up		undecided
		Dissention comes from deep within Can't find a straight way out Vision is troubled, mind infected Thoughts are harmless if they stay unknown Once fully protected, now unleashed through a moment of truth Controlled steps achieve no solution, but one uncontrolled will make life more complex Declared insane by the laws of society Understanding from those who stand above Still there is anger for the feelings created by guilt Synchronized souls, separated from the beginning of life, still think, react and analyse the same way Connected perpetually through mysterious ways Unaware of living the same life, feeling the same things Spirit in charge, steering towards a destination still unknown A strength, too powerful to fight against, broke peaceful lives Destined to reunite the soul that split but unable to accomplish Too late to accept, too late to resist Can't just give up the way it was Lost in a sea of feelings, not knowing what to choose, results in a chaos in mind that only can be reorganized by time The pain will fade away 'cause a human mind forgets, to concentrate on the present and future, no matter which that is

back up		obsolete
		Words without thoughts reverberate in an empty space Without lies, without truth or sense Inner thoughts are the main disease germ Spreading through body and soul it leaves imaginary pain No fear to look forward, not frightened to face the last entrance The gate that contains the freezing of the stir Trying to remember the faces of the ones that went before you Realize there's no way to return in time Accepted the wreckage of the body Depend on care to reach the end of the path you want to walk Ignoring the fact that you can't reach it on your own The germ inside your mind gets the overhand Stopped listening to those who give advice Convinced that life is as easy for you as you see it around you Establish, together with pain, the voices inside were wrong Staring to the darkness that brings along the silence to think about a miserable day No need to live forever, but why do we have to decline? Feeling jealousy for those who died before their mind The more thoughts come, the lesser they make sense Memories, bringing you back to your youth, the spring of your life. Where there was no place for sorrow, but time for pleasure while imagining the brightest future As ages went by, reaching the lifetime summer, there started to come regrets by realizing life wasn't what you expected Now, in the autumn of life, cruelty, pain, hate, pleasure... You've had it all, don't need it no more Just hungry for one experience, hoping your winter comes before your mind will be lost forever in your past

back up		destructive soul
		Darkened is the reflection of my eyes, silence has become a friend Mind is lost through deep sickened thoughts Feel no regrets, fuck you all Choices are made, mistakes ignored Can't go wrong if i follow the rules made and understood only by me A sick mastermind in a healthy carcass, planning for destruction Mysterious for who doesn't really know, destructive for those that care and a game for myself I play, i take, i break and destroy. Nothing changes my point of view Noone where i will bleed for I am a psycho, a deseased mind. To take you down will let me rise I hate, everyone different than me. I despise everyone who wants to change me Abusing the weak, neglect the good. Fear i have none, no one can stop me I take advice selective, see only what i want to see Deep down inside chaos rules. A mangled, twisted truth I take a straight way to form a solution, No problem will be long in my way. Vanish as i come, don't try to stop me You bend or break, but i only take the way i've chosen

back up		convicted
		Lost lives, pure and clean, can ask no more questions. Stolen for greed, for the ultimate power, nothing relives. Never asked their past, never minded their fear. Within the eyes of the innocent hate was breeded. Duty calls for who was born, to waste their life for those who decide Trained to be aggressive, all mercy removed. Brainwashed to be racist, built to kill all the different. Once honest and justified. Now mindless, without faith. One choice, run or fight. Can't decide. Run to live, kill to survive. Memories of life, flashing through his mind. Noise faded out, light disappeared. Once full of energy, stroked by a bullet, filled with pain. Lifeless into the mud, with only one question. Why? One he will never ask. The answer to his misery, hidden for that ultimate power. Not for himself, only for the ones he fought. His superiors, not frightened to let him die. Are they wrong? For greed they need no support, to defend they have no choice. Don't be lost in their hypnotic lies, only serve the ones who deserve.

back up		resolved
		Voices so close, yet so far Unaware of the fact that i still hear Whispering emotions, crying out fear A crucial decision is why they have gathered around me They don't know what to say Questions, perfectly clear, will not be answered by me Pushed into a fight i've already lost My only freedom are my thoughts Depending on doubt to set them free or keep them trapped, deep within me Cut off my power, remove me from this insane nightmare Let me go in peace Fear no longer, feel no regrets My life is destroyed, can't put up the will to fight Listening to the sound of pumps that breathe instead of me Trapped in my body, lost all control Can't move myself, can't even stop Existence is empty, listening to those with hope Can't accept their decision to live Face it, i can't come back, i can't go on with the life i had Now they've realized, the question rises how to continue Don't stop time, don't live in the past Enjoy your life, 'cause it goes fast I would give the answers but i can't 'Cause the final decision has put my life to an end

back up		remains
		Once filled with hope, accepted no failures Realized so much, except your own goals Nothing could stop you on your path to reach the dreams inside your head You never would give up building the future of your dreams in the way of your youthful thoughts Whatever happened, you wouldn't ignore the things anchored into your young mind Influenced through changes in life, the decisions once made were demolished by time Regret the goals that were never achieved, fight for the ones you still have Collapsed, rebuilded, much stronger through experience To come close is not enough, to give up will be punished in time Remember the faith, promises made to yourself Forgotten dreams remained untouched, waiting in silence for the point of regret. The dreams unhaunted, questions unanswered In time reïnforced through memories, tattooed in your mind They leave a darkened shadow on your empty soul The fear to change, embraced by inner rage, grows bigger by each mistake Lack of dreams makes life more easy No disappointment because it can't go wrong Where are the ideals, the things you haunted? Are they still a dream or did they become a memory?

back up		1. New Breed
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back up		2. Act of Despair
		Broke down, staring through blinded eyes Hope, long given up. Care turned into hate. Hate for life, hate against people, hate everything that you know. Screaming for saviour, the end of this hell. Through this misery turned into a beast. No understanding from your surroundings. Life is worth nothing within your brain. Pure anger lets you forget, it doesn't care who you are or what you 've been. Taken advantage over your mind like a hungry parasite. There is no way out, no escape, out of this polluted world. Don't reach for the clouds, there is no solution. Just hold on to your faith. The voices in your mind try to let you do the ultimate. They say there will be no pain, a solution for your problems. But you just leave confusion, so just try to realize, suicide is not the ultimate. Just change your way of thinking and there will be a solution.

back up		3. Deformity
		Insane mankind, playing god. My life stolen in fight. Can't feel the pain I once felt. I am transformed to a machine. Crushed bones, replaced by steel. Vital organs transplanted into a carcass not mine. What I now see for real, is what I once saw. What I now feel for real, is what I remember of the pain I felt. Designed to erase, programmed to live. I have no choice, can't selfdestruct the body they made. My skin is hard, brain improved. Fearless eyes, replaced mine. A vision without limits. Is this the future of mankind? Result of the wisdom we have? My scream for help cannot be heard. Why punished me? Questions without answers, I carry them in silence. Independent thoughts, hate grows, my creators have lost me. Repossession of my own will, I gained in this battle. My gun rises to my head to release the final shot. I was just reanimated to kill what I once was!

back up		4.Dictated Lives
		Pure hate is running through my veins as I see the disaster, left in chaos. Controlled moves exist out of a sickened mind. Thoughts are low, deeds are harmfull. Watching grey clouds floating above a sea filled up with misery. Just waiting for darkness to come. Inner fear in conflict with faith. Trust makes place for anger. Lives, destroyed by betrayal. Confused thoughts, broken by fear. Always held in front of a lie that is taken down through reality. Don't believe no longer the words written by your chosen ones. Don't believe no longer the lies spoken by pretenders. Straight ways, once so clear, now shadowed by lies. Overwelped with inability. Openminded faith, touched in serpentic ways. See no way out, beside suffocation. Can't live like this, insanity thorns his way to your brain. Life seems meaningless through their eyes. They don't care if you exist. Fallen for greed, their eyes so closed. They've tasted the power, feelings are gone. So we must resist!

back up		5.Embrace
		The act of taking theire own life is not something done without lots of thoughts. Can't decide, is it wrong or right, everything is mixed up inside their mind. Paralyzed body react only by shocks, they see no more reasons to fight back for life. Fear becomes them, lost their selfrespect, only see one way out, don't accept another. Rise, head straight up, no selfish attitude allowed. Shadows rising above your schoulders, it's a heavy weight to carry. Only positive action will prevail, instead of negative force. Neglect the field of deathwish, no saving angel will come! Have to do it on your own,count the hours one by one. The dark-angel will come, drifting sands where you stand. One will swallow the pride of what you once was. Embrace what you have now, instead to throw it all away, into the black unknown, atmospheric dark boundaries. When your life flashes before you, be sure it's worth to watch! Drowning by shattered tears,waiting to exhale. Strenght sucking out of the body, living your last breath. Frozen dreams 'come un-frozen,blinded by emotions. Watching eyes staring among us, just feeling but no sight. The cry so intense, sorrow so deep inside, ripped away from the circle of life. Trapped by death, sudden gone. Without warning, not for a moment but eternal. No more pain and grief for you, the pain and sorrow for the leftbehinds. Memories burried deep inside. It will still remain, the hard way of living, the price we pay in this fucked up world. Why so many human lives, it's the toll of the so called blessed god, who is god, who is human? Who is next?

back up		6.Betrayed
		Insane mankind, playing god. My life stolen in fight. Can't feel the pain I once felt. I am transformed to a machine. Crushed bones, replaced by steel. Vital organs transplanted into a carcass not mine. What I now see for real, is what I once saw. What I now feel for real, is what I remember of the pain I felt. Designed to erase, programmed to live. I have no choice, can't selfdestruct the body they made. My skin is hard, brain improved. Fearless eyes, replaced mine. A vision without limits. Is this the future of mankind? Result of the wisdom we have? My scream for help cannot be heard. Why punished me? Questions without answers, I carry them in silence. Independent thoughts, hate grows, my creators have lost me. Repossession of my own will, I gained in this battle. My gun rises to my head to release the final shot. I was just reanimated to kill what I once was!

back up		7.In Vitro
		Born between the glass sided walls of the cold breeze. Created by the push on a button. Needles and tubes are the persistence of life. Beside that a perfect tube cloned human person. In-vitro, a new age, a new breed trend of bio-technologie. In a time where perfection stands tall we all go down. Changing the view on the screen means changing the design of the natural way. In their eyes burns a fire of lies, betrayal and rip offs. Where it all ends, only those with the power will know. Pain and suffering for those who are not real. Staring in these unhuman eyes after completing their soul. No past will remain. Each day you are a vanishing person of a federal institution. Out of this world you are, into endless life you will be. This is the forthcoming of the true human design. Reflections of the past will rise above. Staring to the future, staring into disbelief. Observing the walls so cruel as stained blood. A shadow of what you once was.

back up		8.Shadowed Thoughts
		Through your eyes and through your ears it has invaded your decideless mind. You can't escape, you cannot hide, 'cause you've let the shadow controle your life. It's like a disease, a deadly virus. Much stronger than life, 'cause it dwells in faith. Fear is the power for existence on earth. Through your belief it proceeds the way. Mysterious fear, you can't explane. You see a shadow, hear a whisper. Eyes dwell in darkness, searching for evidence. In silence you listen to your environment. There's no sound, still you can hear. Twisted focus, silhouette in progress. No one is there, exept in your mind. No one for real, someone in your head. Within innocent eyes, future was created. Through a decideless mind, your life was formed. The impact of sight on the brain of a child, learning the wrong way, living the wrong life. Makes less contact, start to invent his friends. Those, he can leave for the call of the screen. No parents involved, teached by a program. Scared to sleep, to relive the horror just seen. Live on your own, 'cause others can hurt, has been accepted by your shadowed thoughts. Only accept what has been entered by programs you've seen your entire life. In their eyes evil equals a lifestyle they don't know for real.

back up		9.Vicious Conduct
		Mind broken, fear inside. Hope shines out, as long as the mirror is held up. Wrecked lives, destroyed humanity. Voices screaming in nightmares. Disciple of lies, secret face, fear is creeping upon your back. Try to escape, reach for clouds. Bringing down true belief within people. Scare away the faith that connects humanity. Lies, take down images. Lies, wrecking dreams. Liars, live in their own world with their own rules. Liars, live in their own lies with their own fear. Blinded eyes, open up, see the betrayal of the deadly trap. His words are pointed to your back. Observing minds behind the friendly face. Mysterious thoughts, floating through darkened promises. Eventually, a stronger faith will break through your field of reversed truth. No choice left than walk the path of justice, that has destroyed your innerself. You disciple of lies!

back up		10.Nuclear Malediction
		Progress of the fight that reduces mankind. Pollution of the surface that we have to live on. Wasting contacts, walk alone. What's sense heading for? No brightness in this reality. Without future there's no reason for present. This world slowly destructed 'cause of avarice. Driven by selfish thoughts, they've built their missiles. Experimental explosions violating peaces of future. Ignoring conscience, their only thoughts are reaching for acquisitive. One touch means one reaction. They are save and we are death! When they crawl out of their bunkers, they see the destruction they've put on. Death faces screaming eternal without a sound. Everything burned, there's nothing left. What have they reached then, who has won? What's the use of destroying all, just for anger to only one? Why do we have to pay for their personal mistakes?

back up		11.Spheres (instrumental)
		no lyrics